so today is a better.. found a friens.. indeed.. 

but then again, ive eaten 150 calories so far, and its not even luch time... i think ill skip that..

any help on how to resist food ???   i chew/spit...  i cant purge anymore... which is probably a good thing

 im new to all this... and even though i have so many problems.. i like to think that i am a good supporter for every1. gays, ana"s, emos and any1 else facing problems. love you all !!

 so today so far, ive eaten a bowl of nutri-grain.. its now tea time,,,, but i think ill skip that.. im starving but ill just read a book to get my mind off this... or just go to bed... i hop the family dont pick up on this..